quotes from songs :P

'world is a scary place now as you've woken up the demon in me ' - down with the sickness - DISTURBED

' You fucking touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...' - my plague - SLIPKNOT - completely different context but love those lines :P


'I swore to slaughter those
Who stole my ray of moonlight' - nemesis - CRADLE OF FILTH

'In my heart, that barless prison'
'Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine' - nymphomaniac + methamphetanime = nymphetamine :) - CRADLE OF FILTH

'Deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder
Where it's so white as snow' - Snow - RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS

and seriously listen to the song ' WORLD SO COLD ' by MUDVAYNE .... the whole goddamn lyrics are a wonderful synchronous pleasure, and the variations and beats and the singing is fucking mind blowing... so here is the lyrics the main parts of it :P -

"When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world this cold.


burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by the cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold

(now for my favourite part of the song)


Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fucking slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything "

so be yourself, and enjoy :)

songs i listened just now :P more updates soon :)

forsaken

growing like a tumor,
fucking royalty but a disease,
a feeling called hatred,
rising deep inside of me.

forsaken from the lands of heaven,
deep into the wells of hell,
a land for and of the demons,
rising once again in the hearts.

why is the world so cruel?
why does life hate us ?
why are our senses against us?
why this feelin of betrayal ?

for whom or what to survive?
is it just me or life is a rotten shit,
coming back from past,
haunting us daily...

forsaken by life,
headed into darkness,
souls goin cold,
and still not a pain,
still no anger,

the world is freezing,
time is a fucking wave,
hearts are melting lava,
burning the feelings,
open your eyes people,

we are for everyone,
we must stand tall,
dont pretend to be,
your not a martian,
nor from another planet,

humanity still lives,
deep beneath darkness,
recognise it and live for all,
these dare not be the forsaken lands,
helping and caring,
looking out and reaching,
equality, justice, honor, prevails,
rise up and stand against
evil or should i say us....

The good old days :)

Just was going through my blog and looked at my other posts and suddenly a nostalgic feel has crept into me, i miss all my friends who made my life so joyful, everyday was a new day :) was like the beginning of time, and i am sure i am gonna cherish those memories through out my life ....... all my friends out there who have been there with my through all my happiness and sorrows, thanks a lot for bearing with me :) and i wish u all a very bright future ahead :).....

eagerly waiting to meet ya all someday or the other and talk abt the crazy things we did :) 

20 million-year-old fossil sea cow discovered in Palawan

Source : http://archaeologynewsnetwork.blogspot.com/2011/10/20-million-year-old-fossil-sea-cow.html

The sea cow, otherwise known as ‘serenia’, existed 20 million years ago and was discovered within the walls of the Philippines’ Puerto Pricesa Underground River!

The fossils, when discovered, were in near-perfect conditions as you can see by the photo. Something odd found during this discovery was that the sea cow was native to areas in the Mediterranean, Europe, and Africa which makes this fossil even more mysterious!

Scientists are currently researching the river area to see if there are any more remnants from the Miocene Age, where the sea cow was found. 

AWESOME :) \m/ , to know more go to the link mentioned at the start of the post :)

HELL

After like reading for half an hour about HEL, the daughter of LOKI, the goddess that presides over HELL, the thing that i found out is that HELL word has been originated from the HEL, and even the phrase "go to hell" becoz according to the norse mythology, sinners or the dead would been sent to the goddess HEL.

And the parallel version as according to wikipedia, it says that the parallel version of HEL in Indian mythology can be said to be KALI, DURGA .....

seriously mythology was always interesting, gives me goosebumps all the time :) 

REPRISE : a few lines on Life (or rather how we feel....about life)

deep inside,
rush through the veins,
feelings high,
meth cant do better,


intoxicate me,
intoxicate me,
reprise.


the versions of truth,
embodied with lies,
strangest thoughts,
an aim so high,
every step,
further down through darkness,
a path unknown,
through fire and dungeons,
to reach a new height,
to feel so proud,
restless, lunacy and fear,
revolving through ideas,
its just life or is it a dream,


awaken me,
awaken me,
stop the dreams,
it may be bright, 
can be dark,
surprise me, 
the thin line between thought and reality
when will it stop ?


a new day,
but the feelings are same,
life may call this my Reprise....




we have so much to achieve, so far to go, but the questions of how, when, why, what always play with us, life just laughs back at us...always a new way of saying "i (life) was just screwing with ya" ..... hope u've been there, hope u have wondered, but thats just the way it was, it is and is gonna be, so live life like you have never lived before but do the things that make you feel happy and proud (in your own version of your own story :P)

HUGIN AND MUNIN, my version of these birds :P

Huginn ok Muninn fliúga hverian dag
iörmungrund yfir;
óomk ek of Huginn, at hann aptr ne komit,
þó siámk meirr um Muninn.
English:
The whole world wide, every day,
fly Hugin and Munin;
I worry lest Hugin should fall in flight,
yet more I fear for Munin.

Every morning the two ravens Huginn and Muninn, are loosed and fly over Midgard; I always fear that Thought may not wing his way home, but my fear for Memory is greater.

Well, that was ODIN- the great God of the NORSE,

just give it a thought !! if it was not only odin and u could have a crow or two who could wander around our MIDGARD (LIFE ) ...... and get us thoughts and memories from others ???

ask yourself what would u think of the first thing ? where would u want them to be or where would you want them to go ?? 

question urself .... what would u want them to hear ? and from whom ? 

i am pretty sure, who ever is reading this would have thought of someone close to them, someone they are close to or someone they want to be close to..... its a general thing, every human would want that, i am not saying no.....

its just a thought , question urself the above and think upon ur answers and see how you feel, u'll know what matters most to you, what u really expect out of life, what you really want from someone, what you want in your life !!!! 

this might be selfish but wasn't ODIN selfish too, when a god can be selfish to know about the things happening around him (dont go into the particulars :P just a thought ) so why shouldnt we take some time for ourselves ..... and think.....

so what if we are selfish for a little while !! so what we think and want things from this life, who knows we will have another chance or not ..... 

the bottom line is, THE ANSWERS ARE ALWAYS WITH US, according to me the two birds HUGIN would be our thoughts and MUNIN would be our memories, always with us, always a step away, only we dont spare much time realising it, its right out there but we dont spend a moment to think.......

P.S : dont get too damn selfish :P

sorry for the break

its been really hard working with the projects, managing studies and maintaining a blog but i have finally got a chance to be here again and it feels so great :) :)


P.S : MAN UTD all the best with BPL, FA CUP and EUROPA :) hope to see a treble this year :) 

choice || ways || decision

with the first rays of light,
waking up into a brand new day,
the world hasn't changed much,
but something feels different,


as time passes by 
i realize that people come and go,
but some we don't want to let go,
we enjoy life every second of it,


BUT,


is life just like a dream ?
i sat by a tree ,
thoughts took over my mind,
as i reach out to the past,
i see myself either happy or sad,
striking remembrances and people we love,


as i dream into the future,
i think of the good and the best,
i think of the bad and so also the worst,
there is whole space for the people i love,


and as i snap out,
i say to myself :


HEY 


"hope i had done things differently back then"
"hope my future is better than what i have in mind"
"wanna spend my life with my beloved ones"


and then out of nowhere 
a deep sound in my head


"every path that comes by,
every moment in life,
good or bad , trust or faith, 
every situation is guided by decision,
its us who can change our future,
we can write our own past,
"


"and there is the love,
which is so far the best feeling of mankind,
its everywhere around, we just need to see it
and feel it ....
and experience it ."


and as life goes on ,
everything what i have desired,
may not come true,
but before i die ,
i should say to myself 
"congrats , u couldnt have lived a better life,
all because of the choices u made."
and my loved ones would say 
"he made his decisions, he lived his life
he lived like a king with his beloved queen,
and he leaves the world with a smile"



......................................................................

all the best everyone , make the right decisions and change ur life, there will be sorrow without it there is no life but we can tackle them with making right choices and learning from every mistake we make :)

rise and dwell

there was a time he fell

but he will rise and dwell,

in the fear of every heart and their shell,

and be called

THE DEATH ANGEL ........

courtesy : BHAVESH REDDY (V.V) hehehe