sometimes just a minute can make u go through hell....when u know that someone would be hurt with something u just said or something that u went against ur own principles, ethics or ur thoughts that u built up ur entire life.....and then it comes down to one final moment where u either walk away or u stand still and walk through it.....
decisions sometimes are very important but then the same decisions cost u a lot....in this world mascaraed event where feelings, thoughts and emotions are kept behind beautiful masks, once u see what is behind that mask u will always see the crystal clear image of one's true self....making decisions only for u might be selfish but once u have truly understood a person making a decision involves a lot of thought....it sure does involve a lot of thought because u r so much in love that u wont be ever able to hurt them.....and then when ur mood gets in the way and u stop ur thought process for a while...that is when it happens...that is when u feel a through ur heart going in....its like stabbing urself pretty neat and clean and the wound actually remains closed with the knife but it sure is hell becoz all u can think of is what the others might be going through especially when u can speculate it.....
then comes a time where u will have to analyse things, u develop a new perception, a new ideal, a new method, a new vision....and u understand better, u try to feel better, u try to be better than u ever could be and if everything is right then it comes out to be one of the best smiles u can ever imagine of....a hug that u would be longing to wait for a life time...a gentle kiss to show u that ur loved......
but why does one have to go through all of this ? why does someone have to feel all this ? the answer is simple and pretty obvious.....U think, u have a brain, u have ur thoughts and that changes ur perception, ur level of optimism and beings a completely new and different platform.....leads to misunderstanding becoz ur foolish enough to look what are the facts, ur dead inside to think abt others, ur selfish inside to feel anything....which leads to further many things that u cant expect and u will never accept....why is that becoz u didnt spend a little more time thinking about others and u rather just thought about ur own self.......
u learnt it all the while, u heard it all the time, u know it for a fact......"think twice before u say anything" and that is what always matters the most ........
- with love
deathangel.........
decisions sometimes are very important but then the same decisions cost u a lot....in this world mascaraed event where feelings, thoughts and emotions are kept behind beautiful masks, once u see what is behind that mask u will always see the crystal clear image of one's true self....making decisions only for u might be selfish but once u have truly understood a person making a decision involves a lot of thought....it sure does involve a lot of thought because u r so much in love that u wont be ever able to hurt them.....and then when ur mood gets in the way and u stop ur thought process for a while...that is when it happens...that is when u feel a through ur heart going in....its like stabbing urself pretty neat and clean and the wound actually remains closed with the knife but it sure is hell becoz all u can think of is what the others might be going through especially when u can speculate it.....
then comes a time where u will have to analyse things, u develop a new perception, a new ideal, a new method, a new vision....and u understand better, u try to feel better, u try to be better than u ever could be and if everything is right then it comes out to be one of the best smiles u can ever imagine of....a hug that u would be longing to wait for a life time...a gentle kiss to show u that ur loved......
but why does one have to go through all of this ? why does someone have to feel all this ? the answer is simple and pretty obvious.....U think, u have a brain, u have ur thoughts and that changes ur perception, ur level of optimism and beings a completely new and different platform.....leads to misunderstanding becoz ur foolish enough to look what are the facts, ur dead inside to think abt others, ur selfish inside to feel anything....which leads to further many things that u cant expect and u will never accept....why is that becoz u didnt spend a little more time thinking about others and u rather just thought about ur own self.......
u learnt it all the while, u heard it all the time, u know it for a fact......"think twice before u say anything" and that is what always matters the most ........
- with love
deathangel.........
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