for years i yearn......

for years i yearn, waiting in despair,
fighting and screaming for survival,
for years i yearn, digging through the shadows,
following the darkness, intriguing,
weathered in the rains, 
smashed against the rocks,
torn, hurt, drenched in a subtle sorrow,
for years have passed by, unnoticed,
unforgivable, not thought of,
but here i am still wandering the woods,
a lone walker through the deserted sands,
feelings and emotions left unnoticed,
and finally as i lay down,
the cool breeze, every pricking blade of grass,
reminding me, questioning me,
as i look into the night sky,
who am i ? what have i achieved?
what is it i am yearning for?....
something can never be answered,
but lingers still the hope,
to rise and see the beautiful daylight,
showing me direction, showing me a path,
bringing me out of darkness,
and something else cribs me,
a new dream, a new desire,
once again.....for years i yearn....